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I'm bloody pissed. Is it my phone's problem (highly unlikely, given that i just repaired it) or is everyone not replying my messages? DAMMIT. ↲I feel like killing people. ↲JOVYNE.
6 DAYS 6 DAYS 6 DAYS!!! dammit i'm seriously freaking out. i wanna do well for o's, but i feel like i can't. i don't know why. please please not let this end up like my sec2 streaming... i don't wanna be disappointed again, i really want to finish this well... i think i can, i'm hoping i can, but can i??? will i? just look at how much people improved, look at guan xiang, look at isabel. and here i am, moving backwards. that feeling sucks. gosh i don't wanna feel like timo!!
okay.. havent updated in a long time. haiz. o's are coming. and everyone's panicking. even those who seem like they don't really bother. i'm freaking out. and my tuition teacher spent half the tuition session telling us how to prepare for o's. and what we should do. i'm still nervous. i wanna do well. i need to do well. i can't not do well. if not. if not. if not i don't know what will happen. oh man i feel like i need to study more. if people can study so much in one day what in the world am i doing when they're studying?! NOTHING. dammit this sucks. if i can buy anything in this world, it'll be time.
ohh man i had a great laugh reading timo's latest blog post. damn its super hilarious :D
最近,沉默了。我相信,我能坚强的熬过去。你们的鼓励,让我更用功,让我为目标更努力得往前冲。往前看。不再回头。不再让那些不好的回忆拉住我,把我捆在过去。人,要面对未来,相信未来,才能坚持活下去。我不要让你失望,不要让自己失望。未来不是么梦。未来一定能成真。我相信这一切都是值得的,因为我好想,好像考好。我知道我的目标,我的动力,我的梦想,会让一切变值得,会让我坚持到底,倔强的熬下去。剩二十二天,我们一起熬的最后二十二天。过后,我们全都各奔西东,但要永远记住最初的梦。黑糖秀,哈哈。为了你,为了他们,为了自己,我一定能成功。不许失败。
PRELIM RESULTS SUCK.
did CIP at simei yesterday. ran from top to bottom floor of block 123 with qi jing jing ying ho ming qiong xi. collected newspapers and OTHER RECYCABLE item. haiz. tired out after that. coz our block was the biggest but the collection point was just at our void deck. haha. our group not bad, everyone worked hard, even though ho ming didn't dare to ask he made up for it by carrying most of the things to shunyi. on the contary, other groups just slacked around after finishing and didn't even bother to help move things up the lorry when GIRLS were doing it. its really this kind of heck care attitude that further confirms how i feel. tsk tsk. they know who they are, i don't have to mention names, even though i really feel like it. hehs.
TIRED. thats the only word i can find to describe today. really tired me out. me jing ying shunyi leon ho ming ming guan qiongxi went to east coast to play again today:) well it rained so we camped out at some void deck at marine parade for a while to play and eat. quite fun, had a great time sabotaging some people at monkey;) haha. HEYY MONKEY!!! i think only me and shunyi understand *wink*
finally.
OKAY. i'm back here again. coz i'm bored and have nothing to do. although i should be studying. but i finished 2 emaths paper1 already. so yeah. slack abit more now:) lol went out for movie with qijing shunyi jingying shih han zhenyan and corinne yesterday! and prelims aren't even over yet >.< watched The Proposal. very funny. laughed alot man ;D hehs. we were like planning after prelims or o's go shopping at bugis street or far east :))) wheee!!! shopping time!! FUN FUN FUN!!! shunyi wants to buy a dress!! or two. haha i wanna see her in 1! never see before, can't imagine. whee!! we all wear together someday! LOL. okay sudden;y so hyper.. ZZZ must wait till all the supid exams end first. haiz. this is what i learnt after numerous experiences: IF YOU LOOK FORWARD TO SOMETHING TIME PASSES EVEN SLOWER. IF NOT, TIME WILL PASS LIKE AN F1 CAR RACING PAST THE SINGAPORE FLYER. okay lol.... jiayou people! 3 more days to end of prelims, i don't know how many more to o's. PLAYTIME BABY!
haven't updated in a long long time. prelims, studying >.< seriously. no time. till now lol. i have 4 days to study for 4 papers! so, not bad :)) went out to watch movie yesterday! see, i'm starting to relax already. LOL and exams aren't even over... okay. JIRO <333 just celebrated his birthday. on 24th august. HALFWAY through my prelims.. lol okay. andd.... like there's nothing much else. and i realised. during exams i don't do well initially. only after that do i start doing better. like 越战越勇 something like that. and the compose bar is back! yay i'll find some time after prelims to post some pictures. i just hope it won't disappear again. 最近心情很糟糕。应该是缺乏睡眠的关系吧。不够睡心情就不会很好。会很想打人。尤其当你看到一些欠扁的人,心情就会更糟,更想打人。但还是不能打。怎么办,命运就这么喜欢作弄人。恨不得快点离开这烂学校。
TIMO DON'T EMO... even though you're called emo timo.
OKAY I'M, HERE TO UPDATE. REQUESTED MY DEAR MEIMEI >.<
i'm tired. Mentally, and physically. I just feel like giving all this up and running away. To some place quiet and peaceful. Where i won't have to hear your voice or see your face. Damn you.
ARGH THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH BLOGGER. I CAN UPLOAD PHOTOS!!!! stupid stupid stupid. garh. but never mind. i'll try to find another mean lol. maybe timo will upload them. i sent him all e pics except some others haas.
SLEEPOVER
SPORTS BUDDY
improving on INTERPERSONAL RELATIONS
BREAKING DAWN
LOCK-PROOF journal
a DUMBBELL
GOSSIP GIRL dvd
TWILIGHT book series
a game of TENNIS