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6:16 PM.
" Tuesday, September 22, 2009

PRELIM RESULTS SUCK.
DAMMIT I NEED TO BUCK UP.
AND WHAT AM I DOING HERE.
UPDATING.
crap i really need to get a move on with studying. chionged abit yesterday. but it won't be enough to take me where i want to. and i wanna see you there too:) work towards it!
its our last lap before the final showdown.
our last showdown.
so we shall work hard, and play hard after.
till then, i'll work hard. i try to.
prelims will be my motivation.
so will you people.

JOVYNE xD.
we'll finish this, hand in hand. all of us.


2:10 PM.
" Saturday, September 19, 2009

did CIP at simei yesterday. ran from top to bottom floor of block 123 with qi jing jing ying ho ming qiong xi. collected newspapers and OTHER RECYCABLE item. haiz. tired out after that. coz our block was the biggest but the collection point was just at our void deck. haha. our group not bad, everyone worked hard, even though ho ming didn't dare to ask he made up for it by carrying most of the things to shunyi. on the contary, other groups just slacked around after finishing and didn't even bother to help move things up the lorry when GIRLS were doing it. its really this kind of heck care attitude that further confirms how i feel. tsk tsk. they know who they are, i don't have to mention names, even though i really feel like it. hehs.

but never mind, leaving IRRESPONSIBE people aside, me jing ying shunyi qi jing shih han leon and ming guan went to east point BK for lunch. sat there and chatted for around 2 hours? i don't wanna say what we talked about. >.<
你看看我站在这里 陪你等雨停
蒸发后的回忆 总会变成水蒸气
okay lol i suddenly remembered this part while waiting. hehe!! then walked to shunyi's condo in the rain to borrow umbrella to go home. ming gian went back to school for cca >.<>

Love, JOVYNE xD

心情总有DOWN的时候想找人诉说
没有抱怨没有等候是你给我的承诺
敞开心胸去追寻快乐的出口
别怕寂寞因为有我们在背后
假如以后我们全都各奔西东
要永远记住最初的梦


8:25 PM.
" Friday, September 11, 2009

TIRED. thats the only word i can find to describe today. really tired me out. me jing ying shunyi leon ho ming ming guan qiongxi went to east coast to play again today:) well it rained so we camped out at some void deck at marine parade for a while to play and eat. quite fun, had a great time sabotaging some people at monkey;) haha. HEYY MONKEY!!! i think only me and shunyi understand *wink*

rained stopped after that so we went down to east coast. rented 5 bikes for 3 hours. like, crazily, we cycled for 3 hours.. rode tandem bike with shunyi, super fun!!! I HATE THE GEAR... haha said and heared that ALOT:) caught about 13 or so airplanes, still short of three. haiz. okay only some people understand the airplane part;) hehs. after that sat around and played zhong ji mi ma. super amusing:D damn funny sia... lazed around for a while, cycling for 3 hours can really wear you out. went to macs, some settled dinner there, others just waited around to go home together. ho ming left by then. our road map!!! LOL. so we took 31 back, and i almost fell asleep. LUCKY NEVER FALL ONTO THE PERSON'S SHOULDER SIA....

ohhwell. had a great time today. this could well be the last time i'm going out with the gang before o's. really enjoyed myself today, especially so since we only have a few months left together. before we go our separate ways. hopefully i'll still see some of you for another 2 years where ever we end up, but basically, this is our our last year. i've learnt to appreciate what we have, and not just wallow in whatever's pulling us down. look on the bright side of life:) at least i have you guys:)

JOVYNE xD


7:48 PM.
" Friday, September 4, 2009

finally.
prelims are finally over. couldn't wait for it to end at first, coz it meant no more studying for a while. but when i finished my last paper the JOY and EXCITEMENT wasn't there. i don't know why.
at least i went out to play today :) went to bugis watch G Force with qijing shunyi jingying shih han leon timo and ming guan... so cute:) MICE AGREE WITH ANYTHING! haha i don't mind being a mouse ;) LOL. overall enjoyed myself this week. went out twice! FUN. and i realised something. even though the movie isn't nice, you can still forget everything that's weighing you down.

where can i go next?
what should i do?
what can i do?
NOTHING.

JOVYNE.


4:08 PM.
" Tuesday, September 1, 2009

OKAY. i'm back here again. coz i'm bored and have nothing to do. although i should be studying. but i finished 2 emaths paper1 already. so yeah. slack abit more now:) lol went out for movie with qijing shunyi jingying shih han zhenyan and corinne yesterday! and prelims aren't even over yet >.< watched The Proposal. very funny. laughed alot man ;D hehs. we were like planning after prelims or o's go shopping at bugis street or far east :))) wheee!!! shopping time!! FUN FUN FUN!!! shunyi wants to buy a dress!! or two. haha i wanna see her in 1! never see before, can't imagine. whee!! we all wear together someday! LOL. okay sudden;y so hyper.. ZZZ must wait till all the supid exams end first. haiz. this is what i learnt after numerous experiences: IF YOU LOOK FORWARD TO SOMETHING TIME PASSES EVEN SLOWER. IF NOT, TIME WILL PASS LIKE AN F1 CAR RACING PAST THE SINGAPORE FLYER. okay lol.... jiayou people! 3 more days to end of prelims, i don't know how many more to o's. PLAYTIME BABY!

Love, JOVYNE xD
i may just not go for prom night ;D (and i'm proud of it!)
*BLOGGER STILL DOESN'T LET ME POST PICTURES!!! ARGH.*


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PLEASE... HEAR WHAT I'M NOT SAYING

Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the mask I wear. For I wear a mask, I wear a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off, and none of them is me. Pretending is an art that is second nature with me, but don't be fooled.
... I give the impression that I'm secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without; that Confidence is my name and coolness is my game; that waters are calm and that I'm in command and I need no one. But don't believe it; please don't.
I idly chatter with you in the suave tones of surface talk. I tell you everything that's really nothing, nothing of what's crying within me. So when I'm going through my routine, don't be fooled by what I'm saying. Please listen carefully and try to hear what I'm not saying; what I'd like to be able to say; what, for survival, I need to say but I can't say. I dislike hiding. Honestly I do. I dislike the superficial phony games I'm playing.
I'd really like to be genuine, spontaneous and me; but you have to help me. You have to help me by holding out your hand, even when that's the last thing I seem to want or need. Each time you're kind and gentle and encouraging, each time you try to understand because you really care, my heart begins to grow wings. Very small wings. Very feeble wings. But wings. With your sensitivity and sympathy and your power of understanding, I can make it. You can breath life into me. It will not be easy for you. A long conviction of worthlessness builds strong walls, and therein lies my hope. Please try to beat down those walls with firm hands, but with gentle hands, for a child is very sensitive, and I am a child.
Who am I, you may wonder. For I am every man, every woman, every child.. Every human you meet.





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