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11:25 PM.
" Saturday, May 23, 2009

'Cuz her love is so contagious

I can proudly say, no one can love me more than I do myself right now! It's been awhile since I felt that. How I hope this feeling can last for a tad while longer. I cannot be envious of others more than I do so at myself at this moment.

Nope, it's not for the results.
Nope, not for WJ's incessant teases.
Nope, not for JS's flattery.

Maybe, it's the end of exams.
Maybe, I wouldn't have to cramp my head hard in the books.
Maybe, I had a fun day out with awesome friends today.
Maybe, I get to eat Subway for dinner!

IT'S ICE SKATING WITH CHAR & KRIS.
Man, how long had it been since I've last skated?

Ice Skating

Despite it all, I know I deserve it. Today had been the best day for such a best workout in the worst temperature. At least I hadn't felt too reproachful for my diet today.

Thanks C & K, how grateful I am to have coincidentally bumped into you, coincidentally heard about your plans, coincidentally being invited, coincidentally ice skating, coincidentally have a fun day workout!

Hey POKs, I suddenly miss you guys! Miss the fun we had at ice skating. My first experience were shared with them. You don't know how much I treasure them, up 'til now! Pity Fugi Ice Palace closed, otherwise it would have been a hell MORE lot of fun!
Do you remember the Chen Yi Qing look-a-like we never fail to see at the ice skating rink then? He was here today! As usual.

 

Throughout the MYEs, I have:

DSC03333  MISS DONG to thank, for our multiple ongoing questions asked and answered through sms;

DSC03282  MISS TAN to thank, for assisting me in my revision in between her own (Her own effort had paid off, as always);

MISS CHAN Ru'er to thank, for willing to study with me after examination days and helping me in ways that couldn't have been better. (Yes, I know there isn't any photo of you, 'cuz we didn't take any photos of recent!)

MISS SIM HM, for never failing to meet me early in the morning every day and do some last minute recap with me when the sun's not out.

MISS CHIN YT, for being there to share donuts with me one fine day!

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I'm pretty psyched up for the art students designers' Clean and Green event this 5th June, and am even more honored to be physically there to help them in a way I can.

 

I found a cookie recipe book and I'm determined to bake some cookies for the fun of it/ with some friends! Anyone interested? KC? A? XM? HM?

 

It's been awhile but I'm getting more and more addicted to Thursday issues of Mind Your Body. They have loads of insightful articles that piques my interest!

; Bel



"THE ME .
a bona fide smile




PLEASE... HEAR WHAT I'M NOT SAYING

Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the mask I wear. For I wear a mask, I wear a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off, and none of them is me. Pretending is an art that is second nature with me, but don't be fooled.
... I give the impression that I'm secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without; that Confidence is my name and coolness is my game; that waters are calm and that I'm in command and I need no one. But don't believe it; please don't.
I idly chatter with you in the suave tones of surface talk. I tell you everything that's really nothing, nothing of what's crying within me. So when I'm going through my routine, don't be fooled by what I'm saying. Please listen carefully and try to hear what I'm not saying; what I'd like to be able to say; what, for survival, I need to say but I can't say. I dislike hiding. Honestly I do. I dislike the superficial phony games I'm playing.
I'd really like to be genuine, spontaneous and me; but you have to help me. You have to help me by holding out your hand, even when that's the last thing I seem to want or need. Each time you're kind and gentle and encouraging, each time you try to understand because you really care, my heart begins to grow wings. Very small wings. Very feeble wings. But wings. With your sensitivity and sympathy and your power of understanding, I can make it. You can breath life into me. It will not be easy for you. A long conviction of worthlessness builds strong walls, and therein lies my hope. Please try to beat down those walls with firm hands, but with gentle hands, for a child is very sensitive, and I am a child.
Who am I, you may wonder. For I am every man, every woman, every child.. Every human you meet.





Singapore
Singaporean
Chinese
Cantonese
11/10/1993
St. Anthony's Canossian Primary School 1999-2005;
1/2 AL 3/4 GA 5/6 HI
Mini-Tennis
Anglican High School 2006-2009;
1L 2J 3L 4L
Dance Society
JIAQ
POKs
  • Friendster

    JOVYNE CHUA
    24/10/1993
    SACP 2000-2002 1B 2B 3E
    RSS 2002-2005 4/8 5/1 6/1
    AHS 2006-2009 1L 2F 3C 4C
    AHSEDC ex-vice-pres
    JIAQ <333
    Needs:
    #1 JIRO
    #2 CALVIN
    #3 ARRON
    #4 FABIEN
    #5 A-WEI
    #6 WILLIAM
    #7 187
    #2 JIAQ
    #3 DRAMA JUNIORS
    --in her life--

    "WISHES .
    once upon a moon

    JOVYNE WANTS:
    SHIT i can't find my word document with all my WISHES >.<

    BEL WANTS:

    SLEEPOVER
    SPORTS BUDDY
    improving on INTERPERSONAL RELATIONS
    BREAKING DAWN
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    a DUMBBELL
    GOSSIP GIRL dvd
    TWILIGHT book series
    a game of TENNIS

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    "SHOUTBOX .
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    "CLICKABLES .
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