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6:42 PM.

" Tuesday, March 31, 2009

hello!! long time didn't post anything hahaa. damn tired. so many things happened. 1. FAHRENHEIT AUTOGRAPH SESSION!!!! OMG SO SHUAI! thay all look better in person seriously. just look at the pics!

[人山人海！！！fahrenheit is suuuuper popular :)]

[大东！！！！OMG HEARTS HEARTS!!!]

[beatboxing!!! DAMN PRO DAMN SHUAI!]

[sooooo cute!]

[he took a pic of the fans okay! and i raised my board suuuper high :)]

okkay i'll post CSS one another time ;) and my hong kong trip one right, aiya. see how. so happy. now have motivation to study!!! must work even harder, now that i've seen FAHRENHEIT. I CAN DO IT! i know i can. i must. KAMBATAE!!!

Love, JOVYNE xD

1:00 PM.

" Saturday, March 28, 2009

i'm so tired. reached home late from tuesday onwards. taught maths, queued, cca + tuition, queued again. like, reached home at 5plus on tuesday. the rest is all earliest 9pm. soooo tired. but its worth it. i hope. hope that all of it will pay off. can't wait for tomorrow. OMG FAHRENHEIT!!! hahaa. yes shunyi, i'm crazy. and proud of it.

changed places on wednesday. sitting with ying en again :) 2nd last row, soooo happy. hahaa... the sitting arrangement this time quite safe. and boring. lolz, so sian.

i don't know. i really don't know. 我的心不见了，不懂它去了哪里。离家出走了吧。哈哈，等它找到真正的主人，才会回来。心里真的好乱。它真正属于谁呢？若是我就好了。不会那么的乱。forget it, i shall not emo. even though i feel so emo today. i was chatting with my sister this morning. we were all in bed and just talking. its like, i feel so relieved to talk to someone about my 心事。and she gives good advice. like, seriously. feel alot better than yesterday :) ohwellz, i shall end here. no time to even update, coz i've been sooooo busy. running around alot.

*BZY: okkay i know. hahaa, you should thank me enough okkay! i saved you that day ;D*

Love, JOVYNE xD

11:56 PM.

" Friday, March 27, 2009

psy·cho·a·nal·y·sis (sk--nl-ss)

n. pl. psy·cho·a·nal·y·ses (-sz)

a method of treating mental and emotional disorders by discussion and analysis of the patient's thoughts and feelings

a. The method of psychological therapy originated by Sigmund Freud in which free association, dream interpretation, and analysis of resistance and transference are used to explore repressed or unconscious impulses, anxieties, and internal conflicts, in order to free psychic energy for mature love and work.

b. The theory of personality developed by Freud that focuses on repression and unconscious forces and includes the concepts of infantile sexuality, resistance, transference, and division of the psyche into the id, ego, and superego.

2. Psychotherapy incorporating this method and theory.

psycho·ana·lyst (-n-lst) n.

psycho·ana·lytic (-n-ltk), psycho·ana·lyti·cal (--kl) adj.

psycho·ana·lyti·cal·ly adv.

Hmm.. Interesting branch of psychology.

Thanks K for the great rendezvous today! Boyfriend-cum-Girlfriend-cum-Sister! Whoa

11:14 PM.

" Thursday, March 26, 2009

I'm online 'cuz I finally decided to give myself a break considering tomorrow will rightfully be Bel's off-day considering I won't be going to celebrate the not-worth-my-time Founder's Day. Sounds snobbish, but TOO BAD.

& My cursor's moving on its own on the laptop

& I received my CGH bill which amounts to S$514.22, with a govt grant of S$320.75 + Dad's Medisave, deducting S$193.47. Do the math. I pay nought! ;D

& CHAN KaiYing came to AHS today! Claiming she's Mr Chan's daughter (illegitimate, I say! xD) & it dawned on me that I miss her so! & I owe her a lunch date!

& After reading that awfully "artificially-english-~~profound~~ absurd" post I have learnt that it reflects badly on the reader 'cuz it seems that I'm trying to overestimate my English prowess which is definitely not the true case henceforth I should not be too supercilious.

& I wanted to mark my achievement, or rather the last few days of the Mar Hol that went without a hitch. Ha ha, and when I mean that, I mean everything went according to whatever I planned. Thought schooling might bring back more routine and normality to my life. But the results weren't as expected. I've been snacking every time I reach home. *Reprimands self*

& Mum has found a temp. job near Suntec! A thing to rejoice 'cuz that means less time for her to start experimenting her brilliant cooking skills on my stomach and tiring it out. So when it doesn't get tired there is less food to churn and thus it is more productive in digesting my food and doesn't contribute to fat gain x| GOSH!

& I feel like a free bird (gee pardon my bad metaphor) 'cuz i really feel like one; what with waking up as if it's a normal school day and going out to study with K (a big plus! I know I'm masochistic and I'm loving it!), then heading to Suntec (with her, once again) to accompany me buy my fbt sports top (FINALLYYYYY!) for my regular runs. PRETTY!

& Miss Zee taught me exercises to train abs! To be incorporated into my daily schedule (which means I haven't fully executed it yet x.X) She says I'll see the results in 2 months if I'm disciplined enough to do it every odd days!

& I'm proud to complete 3 novels in a span of 2 weeks and I'm currently on Marley and Me!

& FYI, I keep track of my lip recovery process by taking photos of it every other day (almost!).

& Here are the photos of the trip I made with Lin to Mediacorp to catch CSS during the Mon of Mar Hol:-

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