heyy... like super long time never come online and post. i was talking to I on the phone yesterday for over an hour, mabe 2 i don't know. and i realised we haven't really studied together for a while. its been a loooooong time since we chatted on the phone like that. and for so long! the previous times were like half and hour, around there. and i realised, i can't do that with anyone else. none of my classmates, specifically. well, other than Q maybe, haven't really chatted with her yet. but mostly its with I. and its seriously alot of fun. i miss it. all the times we spent together doing crazy things and mugging for exams. well, i don't have a choice but to wait till olevels are over. then i can really enjoy myself... that's all i'm looking forward to, other than my dreams i'm gonna fulfil... i have to. its my motivation to study!!!! i just hope and pray with all my heart that my dreams will come true. they have to. they really have to... i really like talking to you jerome!!!!
最近，沉默了。沉默了许多。又回到过去的我，没有自信的我。真是令人讨厌。 电话也不再比往常吵，烦人了。真是不习惯如此的安静。开始珍惜你每天不以为然的简讯了。开始体会到不理简讯的心情了···想过要找你，不过也不敢。毕竟新的学期，忙碌的你。还是不打扰你好，免得没有话题谈。 最近想到你时我又感到我对你而言渐渐毫无价值了。蠢吧？以前还以为我们的友谊是非一般的。现在还是吗？将来还会吗？还记得我们在心中对彼此许下的诺言吗？说过将来不再有机会见面时友情仍然像现在的浓厚。在过去不久，你会因期待每一天的到来而忘了曾经的我们吗？曾经的我们话题多得说也说不完，现在和你在一起时需要绞尽脑汁找一些无聊，没意义的话题。 渐渐感到自己变得无趣了，朋友也渐渐疏远了。嗨～ 我不喜欢想太多！烦死了！ ★｀嘉容，加把劲儿！～ Abel+Bel!
HEYY I'M BACK. i went out last night. to celebrate Valentine's Day. with very special people. and i totally enjoyed myself. its was soooo fun :) yes, too bad the neoprint machine failed us, you got that right, I. hahaa, but its okkay, we cam-whored in there for i don't know, 15 mins while waiting for the person to fix it?? suuuuper fun. know what, we should go out like that more often. at night, and go home at 11pm. catch a night movie, go play basketball, camwhore even more, and just have fun. hahaa, but its only limited to after olevels, that i gotta admit. Zzz, it'll be a long time before i enjoy myself like that again. unless i can find time to go out again with you guys!!! Love ya'all manx! pix coming up!!! (AS PROMISED) ohh ya, we went to play basketball at the arcade. and i think i rock manx!!! not forgetting QIJING who is as talented as me :) our wonderful basketball score(STAGE 4 okkay!) ^^ Love, JOVYNE xD
BEL'S V'DAY WAS SPENT FULFILLED. (Dang I'm feeling so sentimental tonight. :|) I'm a hostage, to my own humanity. Namely: All i've been trying to do is save my skin. H, for the shared lunch and shared engaging chat! K, for the accompanied walk around the mall, visiting O and your sensational stories about yourself. For opening yourself up to me. I really appreciate it! I'll keep them safe no worries! J, A, Q for the fanatic company that cannot be compared to anyone else's. For being willing to take crazy unglamorous shots and laughing so hard my stomach hurt. (Photos will be up by J!) O, for everything you've done. 'Cuz I've been housing all this doubt, the insecurity. JL, for the wish, and for being such a sport at arguing with me! N, for reminding me of my forgotten past! JZ, for clearing the air and releasing your breath and letting me be aware and clearer of the situation. I've been locked inside that house, while you hold the key. I'm feeling so much more self-worth, self-assurance, self-important than ever thanks to all you people out there who made me grow a notch wiser and more accomplished. To add to the accomplishment I Now I've been dying to get out.
okkay... Zzz. school is... FINE. okkay la, not that bad. it can get suuuuper boring at times. but TEACHER CHANGED PLACES!!! OMG, I'M SOOOO HAPPY! its like, the teacher FINALLY changed our places, and i'm happy no matter where i'm sitting. even if its next to guan xiang or xi ying again. as long as i'm not stuck in that same old spot :) YAY. i'm sitting with corinne now. AAALLL the way at the back in one corner. YAY. away from the "prime position" as corinne calls it. haa, i'm indifferent to it coz i don't really care where i'm seated. as long as i change =D but i like it there. its quiet, its peaceful, its away from disturbances like noisy people. coz i cant be surroundedwhen i'm all the way in a corner duh. SO I'M HAPPY :))) SUUUPER HAPPY!!! lol. haizzzz. so sian.
OMG. i feel like i'm going mad!!! Zzz... it'll all come true, if i work hard, if i pray that it will, if i believe that it will. it will it will it will.... just the thought of my childhood dreams coming true is like so... OMG!!! UNBELIEVABLE!!! i keep getting greedier and greedier. i used to be happy to just see them, but now... a handshake may be enough, but i so wanna spend time with them. i am seriously so greedy. but its my dream!! can i compromise on them?? i want to then i won't feel soooo disappointed when it doesn't come true. 期望越大，失败时，跌得越重。but i'll keep believing, coz only that can get me through all this. i just hope and hope and hope with all my heart that it will come true coz i really really really need it.
My new desktop background! Comments appreciated! P.S. I love you guys! Thanks for coming up and being such wonderful, boisterous guests! (Of course, Q, you admitted I was a good host too!)
Attention Hui Min, Qian Ru, Jing Yang and Zoey! I have uploaded the pictures we took on that day! Also shown are some photos of Wen Rui, Jie Hui, Rachel, Jovyne and Hui Min on AHS CNY Celebration!
boring boring boring. that's seriously all i can say about school. how INTERESTING can school get, really. GOD KNOWS MAN. its really damn boring coz we don't do much. lessons are like so... urgh. i'm not showing off or anything but i kinda did most of it in tuition. like, the school is so damn slow! maybe tuition's fast. haa... got this NEQuiz tomorrow. mrs chew had to choose me xiying and peiyun of ALL people. WHY ME?????? wth la. its so boring, and i gotta stay back after school. damn it la. i wanna go home! haha, i screwed up my clit test, but i passed so never mind. chem was good. 39.5/40. [HALF MARK.] hcl was okay. 34.5/50, 38/50. [HALF MARK.] physics was good. 18/20. [CARELESS MISTAKE.] amaths was good. 21/25. [CARELESS MISTAKE.] history today seemed okay, but things don't always are what they seem. i kinda screwed it up a little here and there so i'm kinda hoping i get a good grade. haizzzz.... i just hope this can at least maitain throughout the year...Love, JOVYNE xD
7:41 PM.
" Monday, February 23, 2009
3:19 PM.
" Sunday, February 22, 2009hello. its the 22nd of february today. YAY. hahaa, someone's BIRTHDAY TODAY. WAHAHAHA! special someone... hahaa, i was having tuition today then i suddenly realised it was his birthday HAHAA! damn funny. lolz. his birthday falls on a nice day: 22/2 lol! so funny. used to like him ALOT ALOT ALOT. lolz still like him now. he's.... shuai. Oo... still remember those times where i was crazy over him. used to think about him every night and day. and back then, i was still small and just gave it my all. HAHAA, those times are really... FUN. really miss those times where i dared to go all out. not like now. where its all so stressed. i like the stress but... Zzz. cant do much without people saying things. people like... don't wanna mention names haizzz.... never mind. just hope they stop it Zzz. this guy... i hope i can see him again!!! :) LOVE YA DAREN TAN!!!!
Love, JOVYNE xD
2:59 PM.
" Sunday, February 15, 2009
[notice an arm near the bottom right left corner. that's QIJING - she got pushed down by ANNALOY!!! poor qijing...]
(JEROME YOU ARE SOOOO NICE... CUTE LITTLE JUNIOR!!! i might like you too!)
^^[QIJING UNGLAM!!!!]^^
1:49 AM.
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& I SINCERELY THANK EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU WHO MADE MY DAY FABULOUSLY FANTASTIC AND LOVED!
You know what, I found where my ring went to. Gosh =x It went missing the whole time until I reached home and found out where it had hidden itself.
I am still in the envy-you state I tell you! Don't forget to lend me Nineteen Minutes!
Guys, let's carry on this loved tradition! A pity the neoprint machine failed us!
I mostly told you online how thankful I am of you and how much you are worth already and even made you cry. Oh man, now you're making me feel important more than ever, for having a bestie like you!
But then again, I have to thank O all over again..
Yes, hello, new friend!reprimanded thrashed scolded snubbed at S last night real badly. I didn't know what made me that impulsive and sudden. I'd never got so worked up to any friend before, what more a person I wasn't close to. Up to date I wouldn't say I'm sorry for that though I figured out you might be really shaken about it.
3:32 PM.
" Friday, February 13, 2009
DREAMS, NEVER A REALITY. BELIEVE, AND IT'LL COME TRUE. I WISH. BELIEVE!!!!Love, JOVYNE xD
6:14 PM.
" Monday, February 9, 2009Love, JOVYNE xD
7:51 PM.
" Saturday, February 7, 2009
6:05 PM.
" Friday, February 6, 2009
4L'08 CNY house visting!
7:15 PM.
" Tuesday, February 3, 2009Love, JOVYNE xD
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