Reason i decided to come blog was because I am thoroughly angry furious, cross, heated, mad (informal) raging, provoked, outraged, annoyed, passionate, irritated, raving, choked, infuriated, hot, incensed, enraged, ranting, exasperated, irritable, resentful, nettled, snappy, indignant, irate, tumultuous, displeased, riled, up in arms, incandescent, ill-tempered, irascible, antagonized, waspish, piqued, on the warpath, foaming at the mouth, choleric, splenetic, wrathful, at daggers drawn, in high dudgeon, as black as thunder, ireful. -CENSORES TEXT HERE- My original plan was to arrange for a chat during the meal together and catch-up. But my plans were never fulfilled. It's my fault for having to YES, IT BLOODY HELL WAS MY OWN DAMN FAULT. I brought this upon myself. THANKS FOR TREATING ME THIS WAY. None of them understood my intention at all.. Inadequate, useless, feeble, poor, sorry, miserable, petty, worthless, meagre, pitiful, woeful, deplorable, lamentable, trashy, measly, rubbishy. Maybe if i pretend hard enough I will gradually start to believe in it. You know, I value friendship more than studies, but no one knows. I have many interests, but no one knows. I wish to complain all about everyone else, but I cannot find someone I can entrust. From putting these to words, I found out what I'd become to be, the word I forever shun: INTROVERT. I may have my expectations, but they are simple to fulfil. Why, oh why, can't it be right for once? I want to be somebody. Stay strong, bel. You can pull through it and emerge stronger. It's not that you are not worthy of them. They aren't. Miss Right has not appeared yet. But she will. This time, I wonder what it feels like, 'Cause nobody wants to be last one there, -Gotta Be Somebody; Nickelbackmake them wait. THEY BLOODY HELL WEREN'T EVEN WAITING FOR ME, I'm just a tool that delayed them. They are just doing ME A FAVOUR.
It's my fault I had to go run some errands before meeting them, which included receiving the x'mas gift from Anna's class and receiving the NEWS THAT SHE WASN'T JOINING US.
It's my fault I EVEN ATE.
IT'S TOTALLY MY FAULT I CALLED THEM OUT TOGETHER.
To find the one on this life,
The one we all dream of,
But dreams aren't just not enough,
So I'll be waiting for the real thing,
I'll know it by the feeling,
The moment when we're meeting,
Will play out like a scene,
Straight of the silver screen,
So I'll be holding my own breath,
Right up 'til the end,
Until the moment when,
I'll find the one that I'll find the one,
That I'll spend forever with.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares,
Someone to love with my life in there hands,
There's gotta be somebody for me like that,
'Cause nobody wants to do it all on their own,
And everyone wants to know they're not alone,
There's Somebody else that feels the same somewhere,
There's gotta be somebody for me out there.
SLEEPOVER
SPORTS BUDDY
improving on INTERPERSONAL RELATIONS
BREAKING DAWN
LOCK-PROOF journal
a DUMBBELL
GOSSIP GIRL dvd
TWILIGHT book series
a game of TENNIS