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5:24 PM.
" Monday, December 29, 2008

garh... still have more than half of 红楼梦 left, and 报章读后感 and 演讲稿 and HISTORY!!! OMG our group is so dead la... argh! but good thing a maths is done lol. haha, maths is okay, but just don't really like the subject. OMG! and i'm still here blogging!! there's nothing to update actually. i'm just... bored. and sick and tired of homework! i just feel like slacking... not in chiong-homework mood lol. but still gotta get it done soon. i think i can. i hope i can. but i just feel like i can't. i don't wanna do this anymore... ITS KILLING ME!!!
Love, JOVYNE xD


7:52 PM.
" Saturday, December 27, 2008

i'm back!!! OMGOMGOMG!!! went to metro sale 2 days ago!!! bought so many things! i bought a dress, a niceeeee tee - it says LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART (so cool yo!), a checkered shirt - like FINALLY! and... oh! a pair of heels!!! YES YES YES!!! ooo... on tops of other clothes and stuff i bought at the john little sale a weeks back... oo! SHOPPING MUACKSMUACKSMUACKS XOXO!!! and i went to watch twiliiight!!! oo!! i'll usually say with who la, but hehehe... i'll just say its with another 2 guys and a gurl for I's guessing sake!!! and the show is like so OMG can?? acting was stiff la, but other than that quite okay la. EDWARD IS SO DAMN FREAKING HOT!! he shuai!! and the ERIC IS SOOO... SHUAI!!! OMG! he is like... argh!!! hehehe, biased towards asians, coz he looks like 王仁甫!!! OMGOMGOMG!! so shuai!!! anyways, I WENT RUNNING!! and i finished some homework SO I FEEL SUPER ACCOMPLISHED TODAY!! :DDD

Love, JOVYNE xD


6:40 PM.
" Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Breakdown of my last-seen photos, since, ..., forever!

 

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When I went studying at T3 viewing gallery with superb scenery with J!

 

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Mini-sized marble cake that I bought from JB to down into my tummy!

 

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It's twin; Mini-sized walnut cake! So amusing I had to buy it HAHA.

 

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Proudly done by I & I's sister. Which goes to prove that WE can TOAST Belgian waffles! Though it tasted "egg-y". Phobia of scrambled eggs ever since the job experience at Han's! Doesn't it look appealing!
 

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Mr. Funny I drew. Look, I. Can. Draw. *Inserts the face of the above*

 

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I WANT THAT CAP CAP CAP! URGH! The second time I went to Four Skin Store@Marina Sq and took a look at the cap, it costs only $19.90 I SHOULDN'T HAVE HAD SECOND THOUGHTS TO BUYING THAT CAP! (Hint: B! Where's my X'mas present? *grins*)

 

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These photos are taken yesterday when I went out with Q & A to shop in town.
Uh, comments are appreciated on some shots of different clothes that {model -->inside joke, Ben. you should know what I mean } the body tried, to be worn on CNY! (attention to: my fashion advisor!)

Dress UP Day

 

I WANT MY CAP CAP CAP! D;

P.S: How'd I look minus the braces? :>



5:30 PM.
" Tuesday, December 23, 2008











testing testing :DDD


6:44 PM.
" Monday, December 22, 2008

i was blog surfing just now. shall i kope a quiz?? i've never done any before. i'm bored so okay i shall. from yu quan :)

1. what colour is you phone?
which? its white, but i'm using a black one.

2. whose the 1st person who comes up under the letter M?
martin ;D

3. whose the last person you called?
my house :)

4. who was your last missed call from?
my dad :)

5. 2nd miss call?
Chelsea :)

6. whose spee dial 2?
my house number :)

7. whose the 3rd person to come under J?
jax :) its the same as yu quan's lol

8. who was your last received call?
BEL :) last last or latest?? latest is adeline lol

9. your second last received call?
kok wee (from the back right??)

10. what is your wallpaper?
wahahaha!!! i like this question!!! XIAOYU!!! my shuai ge!!!

11. what is your screensaver?
i don't on screensavers. when it lights up i'll think someone smsed me.. lol

12. how many text messages you received?
in my inbox now? 138. in my life? i don't know..

13. what does the 5th message in your inbox say? and from whom?
haha, this is lame lol. ANNALOY says: okay okay:D see ya then!

14. who was your last text message from?

amanda was the last one to sms me, or is it last from the top? (BEL)

15. what is your alarm sound?

我已经长大 :DDD

16. what is your handphone ringtone?

无法归类 :DDD

17. name everyone you have received a text message from.

yeah right. in my inbox now ba... amanda, BEL, ANNALOY, 老爸, leon, chelsea, kokwee, susan (tuition), zhao'en, germaine, 老妈, MEI, SHUNYI, QIJING MAMA, xinwei

18. have you seen the 101 chuck norris facts?

????

19. who is the 3rd person who came up under U?

no one lol

20. what does the 3rd message in your outbox say?

no messages in my outbox. its for unsent messages lol

21. who is the 1st name in your phonebook?

Ace

22. last name?

老爸

23. last four digits of your number?

3032

24. starhub/M1/singtel?

M1

okay. its lame. whatever. people bored ma...

Love, JOVYNE xD



5:56 PM.
"

wahahaha, saw reports on FAHRENHEIT's concert in the papers today! (in case you're interested, its The Straits Times Life! section, and a small picture in the +plus section of the TODAY paper :D) haha, cut out both already! as i said, the concert was totally worth my $171 bucks! anyway, i went for CIP at SCC today. we were supposed to help man a stall at the Chirtmas fair. 9 people were supposed to go, but only 6 turned up. and guess what, when i stopped going for CIP, kokwee advertised for people to come! now, like netballers, dance, 3K people etc are all coming! ohwells, not that i'm complaining, but haha, i'm just proud to be part of the CCA that started it! so today, it was me, chelsea, zhao'en, liling, jamie and huituan (netballers - did i spell it correctly???). some time later levia (badminton player) came and kokwee and adeline turned up for a while. haha, the stall was supposed to have someone stand behind this board and let people songe him, but since they found it humiliating, we changed it to a christmas stocking. haha, you can guess what happened after the thing ended! idoits will also know that we will start playing when it ends! everyone got wet la duh... we sponged the AHSBB teacher Mr. Poh. we called him over and everyone started queueing up to sponge him. haha, i hit his clothes lol! damn fun... made new friends! :)))

Love, JOVYNE xD


1:00 PM.
" Saturday, December 20, 2008








can't post and videos coz its all taken in mp4 format... D; boohoo... took videos of their performances, but now, haiz.. really wanna watch them perform again, and again, and again a thousand million times!!!

OMGOMGOMG!!!!! Went to FAHRENHEIT FANRASY WORLD TOUR yesterday!!! IT. WAS. DAMN. SHUANG. REALLY. Seriously. We were sitting near the stage, as it really near compared to those further behind. The whole thing was so HIGH! Really enjoyed myself… whootz! I’ll just blog the main highlights or whatever you call it, or just the things I loved…


Wahahaha, CALVIN CAN BEATBOX!!! It was so damn cool! He was beatboxing and I was just staring at him. He is so damn talented!


JIRO TOO!! He played the guitar for 一个人流浪, and whoa! Damn pro man!!! He also played the electric guitar!! ROCKER FOREVER!


Arron was just playing the piano. SONG: TI AMO WHILE DUET-ING WITH JADE LIU! As in, its really very good that you can sing AND play the piano at the same time!


When they completed the last song (为你存在) they went backstage and the audience was screaming ENCORE! ENCORE! ENCORE! Haha, the drummer started leading us with the drumming and soon, we were screaming 飞轮海!飞轮海!飞轮海!then… *drumroll*
CALVIN APPEARED! He jumped out and started DJ-ing. Its like, OMG??!! I was wondering why only him, but ohwells, just enjoy the performance! The dancers came out, and tadah! He did this pop dance or whatever you call it and OMG, HE DANCE DAMN WELL CAN?? SO. DAMN. FREAKING. SHUAI!!!!!


The ending was totally high! They sang SHE’s song 美丽新世界,and I was ?? SHE song?? But they totally rocked man!!! They can sing okay?? Rock, ballad, oldies, ENGLISH SONGS too!!! like UPTOWN GIRL!!! Haha, overall, I really enjoyed the concert a lot, and even though the phone battery went flat halfway (garh…), every single song and performance was firmly etched in my brain. I don’t care about what people say, but this is what life is REALLY, TOALLY about!!!


Feel so empty now. I don’t know, its like, this was what I was waiting for, for so damn long, and now, its over in 2.5 hours. Its like, this was what I was working so hard for in school and everything, and now since its over, I don’t know what my goal is. 空虚的感觉,真的不好受。现在真的不知道要为什么奋斗下去,还会有什么值得我去为他奋斗呢??就像梦想巴士一样,有梦想就不会空虚,相反地,就像我现在一样啊!哈哈,这样一弄,我就得好好想一想我未来的目标是什么咯!好让我这空虚的感觉块块消失,就不用再难受下去了。。。

Love, JOVYNE xD



9:36 AM.
" Friday, December 19, 2008

heyy. finished my 1 week stint at DP information group. lol. quite fun. made new friends!!! yay! haha, they'll mail me my pay in about... 5 days?? half o it will go to paying my bills. lol! haha, I ALMOST COULDN'T SLEEP LAST NIGHT!!! you know what day it is today??? its 19 DEC!!!! FAHRENHEIT CONCERT!!! FAHRENHEIT FANTASY WORLD TOUR! OMGOMGOMG~~~ damn excited... whootz!! 4th row from the front leh!!! they will be like, just... there! OMGOMGOMG... i'm seriously freaking excited! haha! oh yeah, my sis got into AHS!!! haha, now she gotta listen to Dr. Boon give her "speech" (more like a load of crap rather), while i'm here in the library slacking!!! lol! still, i'm happy today! because of these two, and lots of others i'm keeping to myself. (i just love having secrets!!!0.0)
Love, JOVYNE xD


1:50 PM.
" Sunday, December 14, 2008

yep yep i'm back home!!! its like, finally, I MISS MY BED!!! hahalol. still have a mountain of homework left, and 1 week to finish it. possible? yes, but i'm too lazy hohoho!!! have history, chinese, amaths anddd.... tuition!! yup, tuition homework. garh!!! just got back from paris and have all these to catch up on. haizz... gotta start working hard and stop slacking!!! okay, today will be the last day i slack.. tomorrow will be THE day i start on my homework and wahahha!!! MY JOB! finally, its like, i wanted a job since the start of the holidays, and its like the second last week of it and then i found one. the perfect reason for a job is: the exposure will benefit me in the future when i start working but in reality it all for the money la... lol!!! okay, gotta go have lunch.. oh and that reminds me, I, wanna go running someday?? paris made me fat!!!

Love, JOVYNE xD


1:35 AM.
" Saturday, December 13, 2008

last day at paris today! haha, while my sis is hogging the toilet i can take the time to update!! well, went to eiffel tower yesterday, and took a cruise on the river seine.... the eiffel tower was damn nice man!!! but it was freaking cold so high up.. haha, took alot of pictures, i'll try to find time to post them up when i have the time, especially when i've found a job!!! haha, elaborate later! went shopping today, and i bought a pair of boots!! its knee-length, abit like cowboy boots and its damn ex!! 39euro, which is about 70plus sing$?? haha, gotta thank my parents for it!! always wanted to get a pair of boots but can't find my size in Singapore, given my big feet hohoho!!! my main aim here was to find a pair of boots, other than going to disneyland and stuff... Oo, and my job!! finally, its like really FINALLY, i found a job!! actually its my grandma.. the company she's working at needed some people to make calls or key in data or something like that, so haha, i found one!! i still need to go for an interview but it should be okay. so, a big SORRY to I, A and QJ, coz we were planning to go out when i get back... i'll be working for a week, and the last week will be left for me to finish my big mountain of homework. so SORRY GUYS!!! okayz, gotta go off now, byeee!!! :)


PS, Jerry, BEL is my best friend and yes, we share a blog so now you know who she is??? if not, you can look at her profile!!! the info there is more than enough... thank you!!!

Love, JOVYNE xD


7:13 PM.
" Thursday, December 11, 2008

Yupp so HM & i went to Escape to use up our complimentary free tickets. Since they were FREE, who cares when or where or with whom we go with.
& Of very course, it is unable to hold a candle to any other theme parks in the world 'cuz none of the rides are heart-throbbing, terror-raising, eyebrow-lifting at ALL. I wasn't even perked up, plainly tanned.

Very fortunately she came back from M'sia ytd night and called me! HA HA. What good timing, just when I was looking for company to go with today. Pity N didn't come. At least i DIDN'T force him to. HA HA.
HM, thanks for your little souvenir, you have taste! ;D I hope you recuperate well and abstain from BBQ food albeit going for your Band chalet aye! You must learn how to take care of yourself to enjoy your trip to Malacca next wed!

Had lunch at KBox. Don't tease me, but it's the very first time I've entered KBox and thanks to HM's recommendation, I did an occasional splurge which totaled up to $27-10 for two people. Though the air con was cold, we pretty much enjoyed ourselves in the private room with our delicious Bento set HEE HEE. So thanks HM again!

So yupp, had it not been for you I'd have been unable to play today, much less at Escape, and realising I have a higher pitch than you. HA HA. So the getting wet out of Wet 'n' Wild had been worthwhile?

YES YES, my last words to you are: " RECUPERATE AND REST. DON'T THINK ABOUT GOING OUT TO PLAY UNTIL YOU ARE WELL AND TELL YOUR MUM WHEN YOU FEEL UNWELL!"
You're welcome in advance, 'cuz I know you'd be touched by my last words. *flashes big grin!*

There are 3 things I cannot stand which my parents paid a bomb for me:

  1. My retainers!
  2. My left semi-hard contact lens.
  3. My new pair of spectacles.

Retainers are just trying to rob me of my speech and my tongue&teeth of their freedom of chewing gum. URGH.
P.S. ARE MY BRACES SO UNNOTICIBLE THAT IT CANNOT BE NOTICED THAT IT HAS BEEN GONE? Apparently so! (thinks of TR&JH whom had put on braces and removed them as well xD )

Yes me and my super thick glasses which shimmer under sunlight. So much for seeing clearly. Maybe I'm way too used seeing unclearly. BLEH. Optometrist say I have super long eyeballs so don't provoke me for my retina may break anytime and my eyeballs may pop out. Why is it that people who don't bother about taking care of their eyesight don't have a problem whereas people who does does? *puffs*

 

I'm going out every other day as far as I'm concerned and I've yet to collect books from A, 'cuz she runs out everyday. If only her DOG can open the door for me, don't you agree?

Which reminds me to thank J for sending 3 boxes full of priceless heavy gold bars to my doorstep. I hope your gold bars are sufficient for me to get a good L1R5 next year!

It's 6.52 now. Just 52 minutes ago when I was on the phone with PD I told her I was going off after settling my Library CIP business because she was already revising for Chemistry when I'm NOT EVEN DONE WITH MY NEVERENDING PILE OF HW! Damn damn damn damn damn. I'm like at the slowest  hibernating phase of BEL ever! INFURIATING INFURIATING INFURIATING!

 

YMCA ambassadors,did you get rashes?I wore the red shirt and was itching all over. :| They were everywhere on Wed. Even when I left Bedok Central to Park Mall, I saw red YMCA people doing flag day at Dhoby Gaut. Dad was saying: "zi4 ji3 ren2!" to them 'cuz i wore that red shirt to collect my retainers as well and us ambassadors were amused at each other when she tried to ask me to donate. HA HA.

 

P.S. J, EDWARD IS NOT HANDSOME IN THE MOVIE IF YOU GRASPED THE ORIGINAL STORYLINE WELL IN THE BOOK!

LATEST UPDATE:

tWILIGHT the movie is rated pg in singapore so don't you worry, folks! dec18 is 7 days away!



2:32 PM.
"

hello people!!! in paris now, and its damn cold i tell you! the temperature yesterday was what, 3degC?? went to disney land yesterday coz the France Miniature World is only open in summer.. its damn ex but damn fun!!! the best rides was the thunder mountain and the Indiana Jones and the Temple of Peril. wahahaha, the roller coaster was damn fast ad fun!! turn here turn there, go upside down, oh man, i love it!! me and mei were screaming, not ahhh!!! but aoquan xiaoyu!!!!! oh man, scream until damn shuang man!!! haha, it was really so fun!!! going eiffel tower later i think, then go SHOPPING on the last day... all thanks to the closure of the France Miniature World D; hmph! ohwells. gotta go eat breakfast now. byebyez people!


Love, JOVYNE xD
PS I, i know where you went to watch it and YOU GOT ALL THE FACTS WRONG! edward is a hunk and even if that's all i know so far, i don't care about the rest and i know i'm going to enjoy twilight no matter what!!!


10:01 PM.
" Tuesday, December 9, 2008

HEY PEOPLE I'M HERE TO SHOW OFF THAT I'VE WATCHED TWILIGHT ON THE BIG SCREEN ALR ON DECEMBER 07. With good quality and sound system though I have to admit, the subtitles went berserk. I BET YOU LADIES MUST BE ENVIOUS. HEE HEE because I caught it earlier than you and it's PG 13 where I watched it. HAHA.

Actually there's another way you can get to watch it though I can't promise you you'll enjoy the movie as much!

Not trying to spoil anyone's good books, but I think it's a MAJOR disappointment for those who have read Twilight the book. TOTALLY. Ha.

#1 Edward is not a hunk

#2 Edward is emotionless

#3 Bella did not express her love for Edward convincingly

#4 Ironically, Victoria is the pretty one

#5 They cut out SO MANY scenes you'd rather play the movie in your head through the words in the book

I shall not go on any further lest some loyal fans come hammer my head.

LKY SORRY FOR NOT UPLOADING THE HARMONY CONCERT VIDEO YET! My forensic show has arrived GOODBYE!



8:23 AM.
"

9th dec: leave for paris!!!! oh man, its so damn cool!! PARIS, can you believe it?? its so... WOW! its like so cool!!! and the extra perks: we're sitting FIRST CLASS! ps, its boeing 777-ER okay! okay, i've sat it before but this is so cool! and the itenary is kinda fixed already.

DAY 1: go to France Miniature Garden. its like a theme park and outdoor museum of France's attractions all minimised! damn cool right??

DAY 2: go to PARIS DISNEYLAND!!! oh my god, this one is the best man!! i heard that the space mountain is completely dark and you can't see anything inside! that's what i'm waiting for! and all the rides... wow... i've been to the Tokyo disneyland before and i've seen the parades before so the main thing now is the rides!!! whootz!

DAY 3: go for Paris main attraction tour! its this tour that starts with a 1 hour boat cruise on the Seine before taking a coach to the Eiffel tower!!! it'll be so damn cool man!!! wahahahaha, can't wait till 1.25 when we take off!!!

so, tata people! i'll try to post when i'm there but no promises!! BYEZZ!!

Love, JOVYNE xD


12:24 PM.
" Sunday, December 7, 2008

不明不白不说出来
任由遗憾在回忆徘徊
试着习惯没有你的空白
独自陪伴孤单却发现好难挨

来不及回那一天我们相遇的季节
曾经一起美好的画面如今却消失不见
来不及说的明天对我们都太珍贵
就让时间冲淡这一切把眼泪全藏在心里面

整夜难眠谁想起谁
过去的照片留我想念
天亮以前我逆着光回味
几分几点是谁曾回来过身边

来不及回那一天我们相遇的季节
曾经一起美好的画面如今却消失不见
来不及说的明天对我们都太珍贵
就让时间冲淡这一切把眼泪全藏在心里面

如果不是你出现那一天
也许我没真的爱过

来不及回那一天我们相遇的季节
曾经一起美好的画面如今却消失不见
来不及说的明天对我们都太珍贵
就让时间冲淡这一切把眼泪全藏在心里面

来不及回那一天我们相遇的季节
曾经一起美好的画面如今却消失不见
来不及说的明天对我们都太珍贵
就让时间冲淡这一切把眼泪全藏在心里面

那一天-棒棒堂
okay, 我知道我偏心,选的都是棒棒堂的歌,但,虽然他们唱歌不是很好听,但。。。哈哈,又说一次:歌词很有意义啊!!这次,不必像上次那么罗嗦,(嘿嘿,那么长,竟然还有人去读耶!)这次短短就ok了!算我今天心情好一些,才决定绕了你们!
我好像觉得这首歌在描述我的人生。。。“试着习惯没有你的空白 独自陪伴孤单却发现好难挨”,“ 来不及回那一天 我们相遇的季节 曾经一起美好的画面 如今却消失不见”,“如果不是你出现那一天 或许我没真的爱过”等等。。举几个例子罢了,不用这么辛苦的旋,整首歌copy and paste 在这里算了!所以才那么喜欢棒棒堂啊!歌词对我来说都好实在,好贴切哦。。我想,结局应该会跟这首歌一样吧,虽然这游戏还没结束,但我想应该这样没错。你可以说什么未来是我们自己的,是我们自己创造的,但不是每件事你要就能得到。比如爱情啊!,你要它,但他爱你吗?他要你吗?留着一句给你们好好想一想。
Love, JOVYNE xD


9:46 PM.
" Thursday, December 4, 2008

!.bmp

Woohoohoo! I've got a compliment! Must show evidence. HA HA. What a joke!

Boost my ego. Right. TYVM huh.
This is called having self-esteem, N.

P.S. I think this fellow's got a screw loose in his head.



10:19 AM.
"

haiz. holidays are so routine. its not boring, just routine. okay, it gets boring if i do the same thing every single day till 31 dec! haha, quite fun, went to john little sale at expo yesterday. bought damn alot of things sia!! like, most expensive one is 15bucks. and its mine! my bermudas hahalol. i went with my mum coz her fashion sense is like, fabulous! yeah, so bought alot of clothes that i always wanted to get and I'M HAPPY!!! very happy. soo long never go shopping liao, miss the feel so so so much! argh!! must go shopping with JIAQ again one day!! :) hehe, i also went to cut hair yesterday!! it looks abit wierd but ohwells, its thinner and lighter than before! don't need waste so much shampoo and conditioner (LOL).

Love, JOVYNE xD


9:40 PM.
" Wednesday, December 3, 2008

"If your hearts not in it, for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If the loves already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the world, for you
Anything you ask of me, I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away"

-If Your Heart's Not In It, Westlife

These are the Harmony Concert (28/09/08) pictures I got from the respective people. Credits to you guys. I've loads more to get, so people, send me the photos! You can appreciate those for the time being (esp. for Anna's patronizing sake).

 

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Snapshot!1307

Busy busy busy. 25 more days to the end of 2008. Tighten up your belt I!

5 more days to the opening of Twilight. I read in a magazine where it describes the movie as an appealing movie to girls/women. Hee.

P.S. I've got the Harmony Label's or Love dance video with me but I've not uploaded it. Sorry KY for having to wait! PITY YOU DIDN'T COME.

Thanks to all dance seniors who came to support us! Missed you guys badly and was glad to have met you all! image



"THE ME .
a bona fide smile




PLEASE... HEAR WHAT I'M NOT SAYING

Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the mask I wear. For I wear a mask, I wear a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off, and none of them is me. Pretending is an art that is second nature with me, but don't be fooled.
... I give the impression that I'm secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without; that Confidence is my name and coolness is my game; that waters are calm and that I'm in command and I need no one. But don't believe it; please don't.
I idly chatter with you in the suave tones of surface talk. I tell you everything that's really nothing, nothing of what's crying within me. So when I'm going through my routine, don't be fooled by what I'm saying. Please listen carefully and try to hear what I'm not saying; what I'd like to be able to say; what, for survival, I need to say but I can't say. I dislike hiding. Honestly I do. I dislike the superficial phony games I'm playing.
I'd really like to be genuine, spontaneous and me; but you have to help me. You have to help me by holding out your hand, even when that's the last thing I seem to want or need. Each time you're kind and gentle and encouraging, each time you try to understand because you really care, my heart begins to grow wings. Very small wings. Very feeble wings. But wings. With your sensitivity and sympathy and your power of understanding, I can make it. You can breath life into me. It will not be easy for you. A long conviction of worthlessness builds strong walls, and therein lies my hope. Please try to beat down those walls with firm hands, but with gentle hands, for a child is very sensitive, and I am a child.
Who am I, you may wonder. For I am every man, every woman, every child.. Every human you meet.





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11/10/1993
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