Mine's like that: Not too conspicuous nor attractive nor bombastic, which made it an acceptable costume. Lucky thing is, I get to wear boots! The first time I tried boots on to dance with, it was so slippery it made my dance moves slur, which was a totally spoiler  scene.

... The catch is confidence. It's the crucial factor that'd make us look to standard, it brings everything up; posture, expression etc. Albeit not being able to portray our moves well, the confidence in us can cover it up. We could have looked okay.

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... Now it all comes back to me. Little things matter much. For one thing I know about myself, I'm the "sure, no problem" type.

Back to my point, if we really want to improve ourselves. Why not complain less, practice more. Be it the confidence level or the posture or the way you carry yourself or dance moves. HO and Guitar practices are longer than ours. Why can't we use that much production time or even more? After all, who's the one that catches the audiences' attention but us?... I mean, if they were able to be enlightened and look at it from another perspective, for the sake of our seniors, our own face, the teachers' and instructors' effort put in irregardless of any feud or blatant discrimination, why can't we put in an extra effort that might turn the tables around and receive praises, make us and everyone one of us around proud and contented? Who knows, they might even see AHS Dance in a new light and this could spur the other little juniors to follow by example.

I've experienced it before. I know how much the seniors and people with authority have the unseen ability to influence the rest to follow by their example. So if someone were to step out and up to make the first move, that could change our's and everyone else's mindset...

... I know I should not put myself down and be pessimistic..., but that's just the way it is. Who isn't afraid of rejection? Well I am...

Seriously, I know myself... I'm afraid. Really I am.

That is why I treasure the people who are concerned of me despite everything else, like T and A. They don't forsake, no matter what the circumstances are. I appreciate friends like them. Yes I do. They aren't over-sensitive over certain issues nor despise.

I got interviewed at Century Square today. Got cornered and KY, A simply walked off. *Stomps!* They asked some questions regarding health, in Chinese. Oh ugh! Was telling A she wanted to make it big... But oh my, just look at me. My words speak louder than actions, in every way. I GOT to make a change.

KY told me she wanted to try out Theatre Studies and Drama in VJC. Oh wow, so I'm not the only one harboring these thoughts. I love you, I found something in common with you!

I want to extend my love to QJ too, for having similar childhood dreams with me that others might think foolish during a cosy tete-a-tete with her by chance.

I love A too 'cuz she wants to be a rockstar!

I was thinking of getting this boots before today:  How does it look?

I thought of getting boots way before this dance!

To J: It's time you invest on your camera/ video! I can't see their faces clearly at all!